Road to a new life

May peace be upon you

Tak kira, nak tulis jugak. Serious tak sabar nak masuk semester baru dengan housemates baru dengan subjek baru dengan life baru and macam macam baru lagi lah. Tapi takut tu still ada. takut tak ngam dengan orang baru. Tapi Alhamdulillah dah boleh control sikit dah perangai selfish tah pape tu. Percayalah, selalunya kalau first time jumpa, people will have this thought,

"This girl sombong gila"

"Pehal minah ni"

Ingat lagi ada member masa dekat kmk dulu. Di mengaku kot tak nak kawan dengan aku. Tapi last sekali aku lah antara orang yang paling rapat dengan dia. Ceh.

Each thing that I did, succeed because i managed to overcome my fear. Semua benda, almost everything are my fear.

Belajar bawak kereta, masa nak masuk degree dulu, nak start conversation dengan orang, nak tanya soalan, nak buat apa apa lah. Semua tu ketakutan aku.

Aku dibayangi dengan benda benda 'hisy tak mungkinlah aku boleh' sampai satu masa ni, kepala terhantuk dekat dinding, mungkin.

'Aku kena berubah' 'Sampai bila nak jadi macam ni' 'Aku pon boleh buat jugak'  masa ni dengki gila dekat orang lain kot. Tu yang akhirnya berubah lah sikit. Sikit. Hmmm

Tapi rasanya setakat ni yang faham aku cuma sorang je kot. Bolehlah best of the best. Walaupun selalu buat pickup line tak jadi dekat aku. Tak lut. Hahaha. Kesian.

Pemikiran dia bagi aku hebat lah. Benda benda yang aku malas nak fikirlah yang dia suruh aku berfikir. Ok, dia tak suruh pon. Tapi kalau dah start cakap pasal satu benda tu memang sampai ke lubang cacinglah aku cari (hiperbola je semua tu). Seronok lah jugak. Terbuka sikit minda. Dan lain lain perkara jugak.

5 tahun satu sekolah dulu pon tak pernah nak bertegur macam sekarang kot.

Papepon thanks, mate. Bagi aku makan free tau nanti. Hahaha

Okay, what else.

I've found a song I used to listen when i were a kid. Waterfalls.

'Don't go chasing waterfalls. Please stick to the rivers and the lakes that you're used to'.

Tak taulah maksud tersiratnya. Cuma sebab rasa best kat part chorus je. Hahaha

Itu je kot.

VARK

May peace be upon you

Yesterday, a friend of mine asked some thoughts on a topic. Universities should ban power points- it makes students stupid and lecturers boring. I agreed the statement.

But, I don't think that the power points should be at fault for the whole thing. 

I watched a video on facebook starred a motivator from abroad. He talked about the education system. Yes, I agreed on his views. Most education system subjected only on one type of learning style when there are many of them. For example the VARK. Whats VARK stands for?

V-Visual

A-Audio

R-Reading/Writing

K-Kinesthetic (Im not sure if this spell's correct)

So, I guess maybe we as a student  need to discover own own learning styles and find our study preferences. Scour the internet and look for the quiz on VARK, they will help, more or less. And we responsible to do the rest. And what is that? INCREASE OUR GRADES! 

I've done two different set on VARK questionnaires. They showed different results. They are V and R. I think im prone to R. And V. I'll need to consider both study preferences in my next semester. I hope im not going to be a procrastinator for the upcoming days that will attached to hardships. (Apabendala yang aku mengarut ni)

This is something interesting for research. Kot. 

At least I knew Im a reading/writing person. And visual.

P/s: Usim bagi cuti seminggu raya haji. Tapi kena ganti lah. Im okay. *breathe in and out heavily*

Itu je kot.

Peace Be Upon You

Its a fresh start. I want to start all over again and just making it as simple as it can be. Im not a good writer. But if i could, i want to publish post as much as i can. Even though i knew that all the posts will going to be about myself. Hoho.

Jadi, as its going to be really new. I'll just introduce myself briefly. Im Ammar. I just like that name. Its make me special. Yelah. Selalunya bila nama Ammar, its a guy. Well, aku perempuan. Macam pelik bila bahasakan aku tapi seronok sebab nanti boleh keluar semua kegilaan dan kemengadaan yang ada. Seronoklah pulak. Hahaha.

Jadi for a starter, in a few days time i'll be going back to school. Nanti startlah belajar yang pening - pening kepala, yang kena makan kismis banyak sebab nak ingat principles yang ada. Tak boleh nak comparelah kan dengan yang pursue studies in sciences. Dengan formula lah, kira - kiralah. Maybe aku ni jenis yang susah sikit nak faham semua benda ni akhirnya ditempatkan ke dalam satu field yang agak ringan sikit but still critical thinking ada jugak. Susah sikit dengan kena cari facts, evidence semua tu tapi overall seronok. Kena belajar have fun lah kan. He knew better kan kan kan.

Itu je kot. 

Peace be upon you